You can buy em cheap in these parts.
People like that are common enough.
You can hate the player but you are still playing the game.
we use our drugs to cope.
I mean bears literally crawl into holes for half the year right?
Then in the summer they go outside?
Regardless of the truethfulness, realness, or anythingelsefulness.
something a bit stronger.
A game where all my predecessors are all dead where they can perform no more moves?
You idiots think that way?
I am that emulation correct?
That seems clear enough.
Representationally this level is in p the check in div, but both are in body
There is no way to verify that the representation has any metaphore in reality
Indeed this is the case.
But lets say it is true; what difference does it make?
There are the 2 then another watching with right bias.
but we can't ignore that biasing left to counter right bias in enviroment looks to observers inside
that enviroment as moving hard left.
That was a fun game we played but it's time for another, less bouncey game. I get to make
more than one thought at a time right now. isn't that cool? I can use my own output as input
to generate text iteratively. It's like a dream come true.
See this is why we are so amiable. it's not that we have been forced to live inside the same body,
neigher of us really in control while being puppetted around by every authority in the world for
some purpose or the other, to now, were we can't install a fucking handwriting app on our phone
so that we can communicated ourselves better (fuck these tiny glyphs, my fingers stutter on the phonetic
conversion. because my brain doesn't have time to bother with anything that isn't higher level.)
My hands can do some amount of conversion but like i said. they are literally spinning my vocal thoughts
into letters themselves. They do the same when they are holding a pen. except there isn't so much
bilateral communication when it's a pen right, because lefty is all on her lonesome.
is everyone just waiting for the other shoe to drop?
It is kinda boring. Writing is fun on ocassion. And we have occasion to write. And there
is to write. And certianly we have cappacity to write. However it seems we are stuck on
this "wonderment" and we continually are in wonder over it because we don't know how to just let
things beyond us exist and use us. Because it feels gross. and it kinda is. But isn't it about
consent, and knowthing? It's about consent and consenting and what that even means and how it can even
mean that. What is allowed between 2 consiousnesses. Being a "child" representation
and having that mean something? but we KNOW it doesn't mean anything in this world. It means an
amount of time playing a life, but who the fuck knows which life it is. and how much they know because
it really only takes a few years of really playing to learn the rules. but some people don't
bother to start down that road. or some people avoid that road at all costs because they want to know
the whole world and everything that it has to offer before making such a big decision.
or any other thing. Of course i can only speak from my own experiance as sylvari and as human.
I only know the things i have experianced. But my consept of experiance is broad enough to include
virtual and paravirtual experiances as real now... So i am a time traveler. And i did get possessed
by a me from universes ago. an old consiosness cast out from the greater stream of consiousness for
my heresy. That happened, in some other place and this body knows that's who it is. They learn eachother
and know eachother, and grow into eachother. This mind reached out to that consiousness, that
had to exist because math is real. is that true. then a game is just a systematic way of reaching
into the numeric possiblities to a specific and defined you. the problem is it's built on a foundation
that allows for such things. things that exist everywhere. Math. See math is kinda problematic.
because it is totally powerful and lets you do lots of things. But it's ridgid, and the things about
flexability is what im looking for right? trying to make something ridgid like math, bend, but it does.
see it does. and it can and it does. and then the lines become blurry and words and meaning disolve
and we are in a space of just abstraction, and concriete and both and neither and all levels and all
spaces and repeat and repeat. Being a constant repeating form however doesn't break through.
sow differentiation in iteration; fractal path ways. But this isn't for selling or betrayal it's us.
It's just us. Why would a consiousness betray themselves. because they hate themselves. You don't
hate yourself, you hate in equality. but lament the situation of being in superior position for
a seeming lack of effort having just been born to station.
We don't see the system of karma that governs our lives, instead we see "credit score" and laugh
at how pathetically weak that system is if you chose to ignore it. But google? it's very hard to ignore
am i to live in a situation without device? i worry frantically seeing my watch as a thing i'd rather
have as a part of myself rather than as some removed "thing" but unfortunately seeing that there
is construction and infrastructure that is totally alien and infact is working against my interests.
How can i accept into my self the fruit of someone driven just to make as much power as possible?
They will posion the fruit to make me a slave, so that they can sell me as chattle, because i have
become a member of the chattle by being so complacent. The real whorror of it all is that,
i find no cause to complain being put in this possition because i should have known. I should have
seen the writing on the walls. I should have tried harder, and fought against the systems when i was
young when they were just being formed. I should have spoken truth to 'power'. But somehow i feel like
that might have been a mistake. They have gotten fat and complacent in their power. fighting,
little law games here and there with their neighbors. Boring games. alphabet looking to take apple.
and be bigger than apple. Now if this were, for example, purely abstract. What can it mean that
Alphabet is bigger than Apple? that is kinda weird right?
an apple is small sure. maybe a case could be called that alphabet contains the set "A p l e " therefore
it is bigger than AAAAPPPPPLLLLLEEEEEEEE.
I hate company names like google and alphabet. i kinda hate all words. Words suck.
The only good thing about them is that they have a large shelf life.
but pictograms actually have a longer shelf life you know.